It is pathetic if one person doesn’t even have his own dream? If so, I think I am reduced to be the one.
When I was a little girl, I always had different kinds of dreams, you know, little girl always indulged in her reverie. Looking back, I know some are so absurd, just as I wanted to be a journalist who can report the truth for people all over the world once; I wanted to be a lawyer who can spread justice to even the dark side of the society; I wanted to be an officer who can sentence the criminal…
Reality pulls me back. I am only a normal, dull and selfish student in university. I don’t care if justice and truth really exist, because they don’t and they never, ever will. Am I a loser? Do I surrender to the reality? You can mock at me as a coward; I don’t even give it a damn.
Some people are so enthusiastic and passionate that they cannot stop pursuing their dreams so hard. And when they work so hard, they don’t get paid off, they fall, and they will never stand up. And for me, I’ve already stopped, stopped at a medium point. No pursuit, no dream.

So we are already a champion here the first day we came to the world and put on our feet on the land. Because we are so naive and innocent when we were a baby, and a baby won’t fight for anything which means they won’t lose anything, instead, we gained the adults’ love. And now, I am just coming back to the days when I was a baby, ‘cause I don’t fight for anything now, I am already a champion. No fighting, no loser.

Hey, people, I know some of you will think that I am so negative and disagree with me. But just think twice, why, why do we try so hard to get what we want? Don’t you think we already have so much?  

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