Maybe you never think of her, or you even feel awkward in sight of her, but she still keep you in mind, silently, without any attention to go back.

There was a time when she felt happiest and luckiest. I haven’t seen any other picture of hers show sweeter and heartier smile. Maybe it was just impulse, stupid and silly impulse but it is impulse that reflects true feeling. You were just pretending that you loved her at that time and you over-expressed that false feeling then, but you can’t imaging how satisfied she was ,though she was very clear about your true feeling. very short time it was ,you remain in the irreplaceable position in her, who considers you her lucky guy, as only with you can she find her true self, show the best aspect, forget about her shortcomings(which at pone time nearly killed her),and dig out her potentials most.
You never know how powerful you can be, while you did once kiss her up and let her down, leaving her struggling in the mud of indirection ,motionlessness and inconfidence, not knowing what to do and what will become of herself. she didn’t say anything , fearing that it would bring any embarrassment. All she can is to hold back tears to proper occasions such as time before sleep.

Thank you so much! Without you and her, I would never know there is really something called romantic affection.

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