A couple of days before, I received an Email forwarded from Nannan. It was a quiz which showed Nannan’s internal world and it required the replier to forward this mail to those he/she cares about. I feel appreciative that Nannan answered in the quiz that the most unforgettable period of time in her life was the second year of the senior high school and that she thought I would be the first one to reply her. Ha-ha, I take such a significant position in her mind.
Then next, I have to answer these questions, some of which are genuinely harsh and I have never thought of or I was unwilling to consider in the past, but for the sake of Nannan’s reliance on me, I was determined to contribute my intimates to those I care and answer those questions step by step with my whole heart’s devoted like a pilgrim or a reverent religion believer.
Amongst all the questions, my hobbies, my location of 10 years from now and whether I have considered suicide are the top 3 most acute ones on my part. I used to question myself what I am really fond of and my future occupation, but I can’t answer them with certainty. According to some philosophers, I know, it’s really hard for one to completely know oneself. “Know Thyself.” Socrates said.
It’s a challenging work, meanwhile, to send the quiz which was infused with my “confidential” internal private world. It is like an exposure of a vampire in the sun. In most people’s eyes, I am invariably a smiling girl who seem never grow up without any unhappiness however, I do have my own small world where I can get my own back.
Quiz accomplished, I have to decide who to send to. Who do I care? Who are the most intimate friends in my relationship circle? These are other two questions that came after. Without any hesitation, I click “the group of people” who are always in the bottom in my heart and sent the mail to them. When it came to those in university, I paused several minutes. It’s no doubt that I knew more people in university than in high school, but there are very few of them I can really pour my heart to. Finally, I chose three of them.

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