I’ll start babbling… no feeling no thinking and cannot find any reason to show passion…I know it’s called hopeless…Although I have encouraged myself all the time, I am still not brave enough to accept all… However no one can help me in this nightmare…It seems everyone is gone away only leaving curses and myself suffering here…I wanna kill them all I really wanna…I don’t think I can continue to play this game and I don’t think I can go on pretending to be happy…I even cannot cheat myself rather than others…I know u guys believe that I am stupid that I am a fool…Actually, I pretty pretty want to be a fool…plz plz let me forget all of them otherwise let me kill them!!!! how can I get out of this situation? tell me tell me how? I am gonna be crazy…I cannot save myself, anyone else? 

I’m sorry about wasting your time reading my words, they are totally nonsense. No one knows what I am talking about, including me. I just hope the worst things can go away and I can see blue and pure sky soon. I just hope…

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